From the Silence of Nusa Penida to the Symphony of Color

“Art is not just what you see, but what you survive.”

I was forged in the dry heat of Nusa Penida, a small island where the limestone cliffs meet the relentless sea. It is a rugged land, but beneath its arid surface lies a deep reservoir of ancient culture. My story was carved before it was written. My grandfather was a master sculptor, a man who could coax divine forms—ancient arcas—out of cold rock. Watching his hands work, I learned my first lesson in art: beauty requires patience.

Breathtaking aerial view of Kelingking Beach in Bali, featuring stunning cliffs and turquoise waters.
The rugged cliffs of Nusa Penida, where the journey began

In 1995, at the age of twelve, I picked up a brush. I immersed myself in the sacred traditions of Bali, painting the Barong and the Legong. For five years, I painted with devotion, yet a quiet emptiness grew within me. My hands were moving, but my spirit was still waiting to be awakened.

The Wanderer’s Path

Hungry for meaning, I left my island for Ubud and later, Kuta. The streets were unforgiving; I had no job, only a burning desire to learn. Fate eventually led me to an old master painter who took me in, not just as a student, but as a son. Under his tutelage, I mastered Realism. By twenty, I could replicate the world with photographic precision.

But perfection felt cold. Realism captured the skin of the world, but I wanted to paint its pulse.

“Realism captured the skin of the world, but I wanted to paint its pulse.”

The Blade of Change

In a moment of artistic rebellion, I laid down my fine brushes and picked up a palette knife. This was the turning point. The thick, textured strokes of impasto allowed me to sculpt the paint, channeling the spirit of my grandfather’s chisel. I wasn’t just coloring a canvas; I was building emotion. The colors became bolder, the texture rougher, the feeling more honest. I had finally found my signature.

Close-up of a palette knife applying thick paint on a blue canvas.
Sculpting emotion through the Palette Knife technique.

The Muse and The Void

But art demands a whole heart, and mine was lonely. For three years, I stopped painting entirely. I was adrift, unable to create without love to anchor me. Then, I met her—a woman from Singaraja who would become my wife. She became the light that ended my long winter.

We built a life together, blessed with a son who is now twenty-two. She is the unsung hero of my career. When I doubted myself, she believed. When the path of an artist became financially difficult, she worked tirelessly to support our family, allowing me the privilege to dream and create. Her sacrifice is the invisible underpainting beneath every masterpiece I make.

“Her sacrifice is the invisible underpainting beneath every masterpiece I make.”

A person stands between the iconic Gates of Heaven at Lempuyang Temple, Bali, under a cloudy sky.
The Muse: Finding light and balance in companionship

Upeksa: Freedom to Create

Today, my art is a testament to that journey. It is a practice of Upeksa—equanimity and inner peace. My path has led me to Mr. Putu of Morry Gallery in Gianyar. He is a visionary patron who has given me the ultimate gift: absolute freedom. With his support, I paint without boundaries, pouring my past, my gratitude, and my soul onto the canvas.

From the dry earth of Nusa Penida to the vibrant walls of the gallery, I have learned one truth: the canvas is a mirror, and today, mine reflects a life fully lived.

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